Saturday, October 04, 2008
got new lesson learn.. hw to drift thanks to my best buddy chua teck yong.. he teach me the angle all this nice.. den met up with priscilia again.. she look more and more nerdy la.. llol.. i went inside library and in front of her turn 2 round she still dunno i at where.. tooter is tooter.. den the speed she respond also slow.. aiya.. she very funny la.. den keep asking me i work where say le she blur.. bugis is small u can find de..
missed you @ 11:23 PM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
she finally give up.. lol
apart of me is holding on n apart of me is letting go.. but i know i have to let go...
she do so much for me but wad i did for her..
reading this shud make u laugh at hw stupid i m ..
y muz i let go?? i use 6mth to ask myself this y??
if u hurt the gal u love b4 and she told u dat the feeling fade le.. will u still hang on..
i hurt myself for 3 mths.. and when i decide to fight for my love.. its 2 late..
u will say its nv 2 late.. but she told me she was sick n tired of mi le..
lol.. after she left i still feel she loves me alot.. i juz wanna sae sorry.. i feel he is better ba.. that y i didnt fight le.. jia you ba.. u will have ur happiness de...
but i promise.. the next gal.. i will cherish de. coz i knw hw hurt it is to let go of the gal u love..
actually i nt as strong as i seems.. but everything is 2 late le ba... yuan liang wo
missed you @ 8:39 AM
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
ya.. den i meet up with priscilla..
lol..
she was damn cute la.. so white... lol.. i mean fair in the skin colour...
den she was standing near the ctrl wearing this very nerdy spec.. k la.. honestly she was quite pretty la ar.. later ppl sae i nv sae nice things about her.. den she was wearing her school P.T uniform and short running pant.. sound quite attarctive rite? but haha.. when i saw the skin colour i can laugh sia.. really she really very fair...
den we headed down to outram , meanwhile down to outram i saw this baby damn cute.. den when we reach outram,i went 7-11 buy cigg.. honestly i BTH den buy liao.. was intending to quit de.. but bo bian BTH liao la.. den wanna buy.. guess wad.. this freaking chee bye auntie.. ask me for I/C.. i let her c ez link she still dun understand den bo bian lo.. take my I/C which is a 11b to let her.. she c liao also blur.. i look at her c i also blur.. so blur blur she sae ok.. then priscilla buy mineral water.. if is me ar.. i rather dun buy at 7-11 damn expensive compare to other shop.. but aiya small gal dun understand de la..
den comapny her go for her dance at the dance studio near outram.. lol.. she pass me her BC to help her do her ez link.. funny part is she nv gv me her photo.. den bo bian i tell the pass officer dat she still look e same.. lol...
den wait 4 her from 5.30 to 6p, she came out and take from me the ez link den company me go drink water opp..
such a sweet gal.. but den she got very weird stance like talk muz out her hand on her lower chin.. very funny la.. but overall i find her a very cute gal and nice gal la.. juz hope she wont turn bad la..
missed you @ 5:21 AM
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ran out of camp to help ppl do thing la.. den kena caught fucking suay...
i think will go jail or sumthing aiya no mood to care liao...
meet up with priscilla.. at hougang mrt.. on the way was thinking of three things.. one is my mother...
she used to b so stronger and nw yearns for my return hme everyday,wishing i cud company her.. but ya.. u all shud knw me. feeling wont put on face and always make her sad.. but mum, thanks for ur everything.. i really hope u wud recover as fast as possible...
second is my head(choon sia) wad really happen to both of us.. i thou we were so close.but nw we r like drift further? did i did something wrong? is nt i wan this place.. i know u come in this gang longer than me.. but i have no choice when they want me to hold i higher place.. i really dun wish this to happen this way.. i rather get out of this gang if it happen like this...
lastly my love life.. why is my love life like crap? i juz wan someone who really can understand me and last together..i know u all wud sae that pearl is gd.. i know she is gd but she really too controlling liao.. sometime in a relationship u need to gv time to each other to breathe de ma..
missed you @ 5:10 AM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
was quite tired todae .. nothing to do..
yesterday went out with max they all..
he drove his company to fetch me.. then drove me to RP.. coz he know i wanna c someone.. den he really drove inside RP.. wtf.. but nv saw her.. thanks max for ur fucking effort.. den after that we went to boon keng and back to his huse.. from his huse i drove the car to return his frend.. wtf juz came out kena police car.. but lucky nv tio caught haha..
haha... this few days.. actually quite down la.. 1 is miss her.. 2 is she been avoiding my call and she say nv..
juz wanna sae.. if u dun like me i understand.. but can at least dun avoid my call. u know how sad m i ?? if u dun like me den y did u hold my hand?? yy?? now my life is like from heaven drop to hell and stab in my heart hundred over times.. thanks ar...
i dunno how to trust love anymore.. is like u hold me and say i will think abt it.. after u think den u let go everything and sae we can b frend.. but now?? r we?? no nt at all..
thks for wadever u have done.. my heart totally crash like fuck and dun ever let me c eu.. i know i will freaking cry in front of eu...
missed you @ 9:25 AM
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
haha.. back to update haha...
find that after go ns alot of bro rarely contact de..
haha..
sick and tired of relationship thing..
going to have a fight soon..
very big fight..
live or not i dunno..
hope i live..
missed you @ 7:22 AM
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
wad a dae sia..
sick like hell but still need to work la...
nw finding giddy coz of the medicine...
hai miss her la..
but useless... coz she dun like me de..
i think she like someone else ba...
but anyway.. OL gang...
when meet out la.. thursday can??
i thinking of go sakura eat la.. but c u all how k
missed you @ 8:40 PM
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sian.. sick sick sick...
haha.. sore throat fever and giddy
was planning to meet all my ite frends..
but hor not all free..
she told me le.. she wanna be single..
but hope one day she will accept me one day coz i really wanna b with yew...
but gal as much as i wanna respect eu
i hope u can think about it again..
i know its like not respecting you..
but its b coz i wish i can get hold of e chance to dote on you..
i promise it will b a happy relationship..
missed you @ 5:23 AM
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Monday, June 16, 2008
specially to my brother..
brothers of mine.. like minyi , philip and alot more out there..
sometime i may seems bossy and like everything i wan my way..
but i only want u all to b safe..
i dun wish to c my brother to die again..
i seen alot of my brother die le..
i dun wanna lose you all ok...
sometime i waste money on eu all is nt b coz 2 much money..
if dun waste next tym no tym waste liao ar..
hope eu all understand...
life only have once.. brother only for once in a lifetime..
same to gal.. love only once.. and whether to treasure it only once in a lifetime and i will take the chance if u gimme..
guys.. ps.. i will die for you all.. but dun make yourself too xin ku..
any problem juz say out..
i will try my best to help..
i am sick and tired of being pop... but i nt sick of helping you all know ma??..
hope you all will b xin fu and dun scare i xin fu or not k...
missed you @ 3:58 AM
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jus now was driving to NEE SOON CAMP...
den i ask my passenger that if he wan go long way or short..
den he tell me is it i wanna c my gf?
i say no nt gf la.. so we decided to take the long way..
we went past old woodland road and past republic poly..
haha.. i was like going drive my car straight in la. but aiya.. cannot la.
so prominent. so i decided to send her a msg.. but aiya frankly i miss her and wanna c her.
but dun dare say.. wth.. i boi or gay sia??
den ask her wad tym end school.. for fuck u wanna know wad tym ppl end school...
she not even ur gf la... but honestly how i hope she was..
haha... dream on la panda warrior.. lol..
den she ask me y twice i think.. and i juz say nth juz asking wth..
miss ppl y cannot juz say la.. tooter...
and now miss her again.. hai.. sumtimes i cannot understand wtf i thinking..
say stupid nt really say clever not really.. wtf la!!!
missed you @ 3:51 AM
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today another day in camp den very sian sioh..
was stunned at the last minute when they say i need go nee soon camp
wad wad the the hell!!!!!!!!!!!
then never bring wallet, 11b, camp pass and all the important stuff.
so damn fed up, kena scold y i so late.. hey how i know when u dun even call me to tell me la..
haha.. call gal at 7am.. coz she need go school ma.. den today reopen of her school days..
hope she is happy la.. imagine holidays cannot c frend den finally can c them...
hai kinda miss ite when we joke and tok crap. skip class sleep in class..
sound damn bad thats the way we behave..
in ite wa.. super sia.. nth find problem.. den when call brother super lots sia...
always win never lose sia....
still remember the jason.. althou he handsome la.. but freaking hum ji lo.. lol..
den remember when we having entrepreneur club.
always work with wei hao, yengling the airpork, suyu, shin hui (hai) and shiyun to do wad coffee stuff la.. den everytime is wei hao idea.. den i help sell, drink free de somemore haha..
but those were the days when i really love school life..
missed you @ 3:42 AM
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